My Story

Hi, I’m Agne.

I’m 30 years old, born in Vilnius, Lithuania.

A graphic designer by degree — an artist by night, and a seeker by nature.

The Knowing

Now with the labels aside… I always knew there was more — more to life, more to relationships, more to sex, more to me.
There was a deep, quiet knowing inside me — like a whisper echoing from beyond time — that I was here to remember something.

And I know that this knowing lives inside of you, too.
It’s the kind of thirst that doesn’t let you settle.
The kind that leads you across oceans, through people and initiations, into the hidden temples within.

Initiation Trough Fire

In 2015, I experienced a sudden and intense shift — a moment that cracked me open to the unseen realms of my being.
What followed was a complete reorientation of my life — physically, emotionally, and spiritually.
It was the greatest blessing… and the fiercest teacher.

It felt as though life-force itself was awakening inside me —and I became vividly aware of the sacred energy that animates all things.

P.S. A year or two later, when things had settled and I began researching, I discovered that many people refer to this kind of experience as a “Kundalini awakening” or “Kundalini activation.” 

Personally, I don’t love using labels — they often create a skewed perception of something that can only be understood through direct experience.
What matters most is not the terminology, but the truth of what is lived, felt, and integrated. This isn’t about chasing spiritual jargon — it’s about staying rooted in what’s real.

Too Much, Too Fast

My nervous system couldn’t keep up. (Photo of baby Agne in ~2017)
I was deeply activated but completely ungrounded.
Being in public became unbearable. If someone touched me, I would start shaking uncontrollably — the energy rising from the base of my spine had nowhere to go.

It felt surreal, terrifying, and holy all at once.
This was the moment I understood — truly — that something beyond the physical body moves us.

Searching For Ground

I needed answers.

What was happening to me? Why was I shaking? Why was my reality shifting so fast?

I needed tools.

So I isolated myself.

And I dove deep.

Learning to Support Myself

I had to learn how to support myself through this storm. No one else could do it for me.

So here’s what I did — the real, raw, daily work that became the foundation for everything I now teach:

1. Meditation Initiation

First, I was initiated into a powerful meditation technique by an Indian teacher named Maharaji.
The whole “guru” thing was new and foreign to me — I had my doubts, my suspicions. But I also had a deep curiosity… and a desperate need to ground myself.

Looking back now, there are parts of those teachings — especially the secrecy and “special knowledge” mentality — that I don’t align with. But one thing is certain: the meditation itself helped me immensely.

It remains one of the most powerful tools I have at my disposal.
I practiced it every single day. One hour. No excuses.

It anchored me into something deeper than thought.
It thinned the veil of perception and reconnected me to the quiet, radiant beauty of life.

2. Learning to Heal Through My Body

Next, I began learning how to heal myself using intuitive energy work and body de-armoring. This was where I really started working with my emotions through the body. I noticed that when I felt a strong or uncomfortable emotion, if I became aware of where it was living in my body — and physically pressed on that spot while breathing into it — something would release.

This simple practice became the bridge between my spiritual experience and my body. I dove deep into esoteric anatomy and the language of somatics, mapping the terrain of sensation, tension, and memory.

I did this almost every day after my meditation. I remember so vividly — the energy rising from the base of my spine, too powerful to contain. It was moving me. I had no choice. If I didn’t move with it, I would burst.

It touched everything: my conditioning, my beliefs, and the limitations held in my body. Somatic release became one of the most essential parts of my path.

3. Journaling Like My Life Depended On It

Every morning, I would wake up and pour my thoughts onto the page.
Then I’d meditate for an hour. Then I’d spend the rest of the day facing my inner world.
I literally couldn’t stop shaking — this was my full-time job.

Journaling  became my daily purification ritual — the one place I could meet myself without filters.

Through this, I discovered the most liberating truth I’ve ever learned: You don’t have to believe your thoughts.

The mind can spiral into heaven or hell — depending on what signal you let in.
We’re all tapped into a collective stream of consciousness.
Your vibration determines which channel you tune into.

Once you connect with the deep truth within — everything becomes clear: What is yours. What is not. And the power of choosing your own vibration.

4. Tantra — The Raw Kind

I dove deep into Tantra.
Lots of learning, lots of practicing. But not the glamorous kind of “conscious sexuality” that’s trending in the new age scene.

This wasn’t candles and curated intimacy — it was raw, uncomfortable, gut-wrenching.

I began to unravel the layers of societal conditioning around sexuality.
I explored celibacy. Conscious sexuality. Sexual psychology.

This is where I lost my fear, let go of shame, and became grounded in my own experience. Realizing the simple fact that sexual energy is so potent that it can create life itself. And it flows through each and every one of us…
I never looked at sexual energy the same again.

Sexual energy is life-force energy.
Energy comes first — the mind follows.

How we direct that energy determines how we show up in life. It affects how alive we feel, how precise our focus is, and how deeply we can relax into bliss.

Because when sexual energy isn’t trapped in our genitals — it moves. And when it moves, we move differently through the world.

5. Mystery School, Plant Medicine & Psyche Work

I used mystery school practices, and shamanic rituals to explore my subconscious and understand myself on a deeper level.

Plant medicines like Ayahuasca — and other psychedelics — became allies on this path, helping me uncover what lay beneath the surface.

I was endlessly curious, endlessly studying — sometimes obsessively.
I immersed myself in both ancient mysticism and modern science.

I studied Traditional Tantra and Neo Tantra, Hermeticism, Alchemy, the Occult, Natural Law, Esoteric Anatomy, NLP, Hypnosis, Shamanic trance journeying…
I explored the psyche through Jungian psychoanalysis, archetypes, shadow work, and deep inquiry into the unconscious — alongside non-duality teachings and the dance of feminine and masculine polarity.

Through this deep inner work, I began to unlearn everything I had been taught — not just mentally, but somatically — by tapping into the subconscious, asking better questions, and questioning every belief I had inherited, especially around societal conditioning.

An Unplanned Devotion

I have completely dedicated myself to this path - not because I was planning to, not because I always wanted to... But simply because something in my energy field has shifted (during that “kundalini” experience) and I could never go back. And I knew I needed to support myself otherwise I might just go crazy!

Fast Forward to Now

I was thrown headfirst into the spiritual world — without preparation, without a roadmap.
The energy surged through me, shaking the very foundation of who I thought I was.
It was wild. It was healing. It was relentless.
And in my search for stability, I turned to both ancient wisdom and modern science to make sense of it all.

I asked better questions. I questioned everything.
And what emerged over time wasn’t just a belief system — it was a lived philosophy.

A set of truths I discovered, remembered, and embodied.

1) You Don’t Have to Choose Between Science and Soul

It seems you always have to pick a side: either the left-brain realist stuck in physical density, skeptical of anything unseen… Or the bypassing spiritualist floating on rainbows, mistaking avoidance for enlightenment. I’ve walked both paths. And I’m here to tell you that there’s a third way. The middle path. You’re not too deep for science — and not too smart for soul. The middle way is where the mystical meets the scientific, where intuition and logic dance. That’s real balance. Real knowledge. Real self-sourced power.

2) One Truth, Many Paths

Our spirit is older than any spiritual teaching. Nearly a decade of immersion in esoteric studies made me realize that all teachings (be it secret esoteric scriptures, quantum science or organized religion) point to the same Source. That’s why I don’t follow one system, one guru, or one belief. The truest truth in its purest form - beyond words or stories - already lies within you. And only you can access it.

3) Sexual Energy=Life Force Energy.

We’ve been taught to either suppress it or leak it — but there’s a third path: to know it. To hold it. To direct it. My journey with tantra, conscious pleasure and celibacy taught me that sexual energy is life-force itself. When honored, it becomes creative fuel, deep healing, and a gateway to Source. Sexual Energy Is Sacred Power, and not many know that and live that.

4) Energy First, Matter Second. 

Everything is energy before it becomes matter. Your frequency shapes what you attract, how you heal, and how you live. This isn’t mystical — it’s quantum. Shift your energy, and your reality shifts with it. Newtonian physics is out. Quantum physics is in.

5) Don’t Believe Everything You Think

Your mind isn’t always yours. There’s a quiet power in realizing: you have a choice — to believe a thought or not. We’re all swimming in layers of consciousness: personal and collective. Most of it has been shaped by media, school, culture, family, trauma, and repetition. But here’s the magic — the mind is reprogrammable. You get to rewrite your inner code. Your thoughts shape your energy. Your self-talk becomes your state of being.

6) Your Subconscious Is Running the Show

You are not just who you think you are — you are what you’ve absorbed, repeated, and believed without question. Your thoughts, beliefs, and patterns create your lens of reality. And most of it? It’s unconscious. What are you consuming daily — with your mind, body, and energy? Who are you letting shape your worldview? Freedom doesn’t begin with becoming someone new — it begins with seeing what’s been shaping you all along… and choosing differently.

7) The Body Holds Deep Intelligence.

I’ve come to understand that our bodies speak the language of emotion and energy. Behind every ache or symptom, there’s often a deeper message. In my own journey, I’ve seen how unprocessed trauma or emotional stress can manifest physically — and how true healing comes not from masking the symptoms, but from getting to the root.

8) Self-Sourcing Is Sovereignty

No one is coming to save you — and that’s where your power begins. True healing doesn’t come from giving your authority away to gurus, teachers, or methods. They can illuminate the path, but they can’t walk it for you. The real compass?

It’s your body. Your breath. Your presence. Sovereignty means knowing how to return to yourself — again and again — as the ultimate source of wisdom, regulation, and truth.

9) All Archetypes Live Within You

You’re not just one thing — you’re multitudes.

The Lover. The Wild Woman. The Crone. The Mother. The Child. The Queen. The Warrior…

Every facet has a role, a rhythm, a wisdom.

Wholeness isn’t about becoming someone else — it’s about remembering all that you already are.

When you reclaim every part — even the ones you’ve been taught to hide — you stop abandoning parts of you, and begin to walk as your whole self.

That’s where true power lives.

10) Thoughts Are Electric. Feelings Are Magnetic.

You’re always broadcasting. When your thoughts, emotions, and actions align, your signal becomes clear. That’s why I practice heart-brain coherence daily — to tune my frequency with precision and presence.

11) Real Spirituality Isn’t About Escaping — It’s About Embodying.

You don’t need to float away into some higher realm to find truth. Be here. Be real.

Spiritual bypassing is outdated. What’s in? Nervous system regulation. Shadow work. Devotion to life.

Because without integration, spirituality becomes just another escape route — a prettier form of avoidance.

You can chant, journey, and visualize all day long, but if you’re dodging your emotions, your relationships, or the hard conversations… you’re not evolving. You’re dissociating. The real work? Staying open when everything in you wants to shut down.

A Unique Approach Born From Experience

Throughout the years I developed a skillset that merges a great number of modalities used for healing, spiritual development, and wellness. This results in a completely unique approach that is hard to put in a box. Now I facilitate transformational experiences and hold space for other women with knowledge based on real-life experience. I love merging somatics, intuitive energy healing, meditation, and shamanic journeying in my work.